Thursday, March 10, 2011

Reality Check

There was pounding on the door.

Seconds later, the authorities had broken into my home. They took our Bibles, and now we're left completely without God's word. What is more, all of our friends' Bibles are gone, too, so no one else can share a copy with us. We now have no way to read the Bible; no way to share it with others.

It's gone.

Even thinking about such an experience puts fear in my heart. Yet for much of the world, that nightmare has become a reality.

If you're like me, you take for granted the fact that we are able to read the Bible whenever we want. I mean, honestly, how awesome is that?!? I said, how awesome is that?!?

Seriously? Is that how I usually approach it?

Maybe sometimes. But most of the time, I'm guilty of this:

"Oh. Yah. I need to read my Bible today. That's what every good Christian does, every day. And a good Christian wouldn't ever, ever miss a day. So I have to do it, other wise I'm not giving God the kind of commitment He deserves." Sometimes this results in rummaging the house for my Bible before bed when I left it in a different room earlier that day; or trying to remember if I had read the Bible for "long" enough earlier that day; or reading the Bible when my eyes are closing before bed and checking the clock every minute and eight seconds to see how long I've been reading.



Oh, yah, that's definitely giving God the devotion He deserves.

I kid.

Seriously?!? As I read back over this I cringe at the truth of it. Do I really think that the almighty, sovereign, loving, holy Lord of the universe wants that from me? Is that how I should approach His word-- as an obligation? No. Never.

Seriously? I mean, what on earth is wrong with me?

Of course, I'll admit, as Christians we do have a sense of 'duty' or 'responsiblity' to reading the Word. I'm not one to say, "Well, if you don't feel like reading your Bible, don't!" We should read the Bible every day, whether or not we "feel" like it. But there should be a sense of longing, yearning, and urgency that accompanies that "duty." It should be our highest and first goal to pursue Christ with reckless abandon! Reading Scripture is the first step in glorifying God.

So, I'll go back to the opening. What if that happened to me-- today? Or tomorrow? Or next week? Would I be ready? Would I have His word in my heart so that I might not sin against Him? Or would I simply quote one or two verses that I vaguely remembered off the top of my head? I hate to say it, but I wouldn't be nearly prepared.

So, here lies the bigger question: am I doing anything to change that? I am pleased to announce that as of the day before yesterday, I have a large goal for myself: to memorize all the epistles besides Romans and 1&2 Corinthians before I turn nineteen. Before June 28, 2013, I want to have everything from Galatians to Jude memorized.

Is anyone with me? I could really use some accountability. Please leave a comment if you're in! And then, at least if we fail we fail together!! :) No, but seriously. I think the rewards will be infinitely greater than anything you can imagine.

Behold the greatness of God!

2 comments:

Hannah said...

AHH, I love this!! And it is so, so true. So often I'm in bed reading...and falling asleep; counting minutes down...seriously, what's wrong with me. We so often take advantage of the fact that we can worship freely in the US, but in other countries, they treasure it because it is what truly does sustain them.

I would LOVE to memorize scripture with you!! OH! we should test each other over skype or something. :D That is SUCH a good goal, and I really admire you for committing to it! I would love to do it with you but I should probably pray about it first before I make that commitment. God has been convicting me a lot lately about memorizing more of His word though, so we should definitely memorize together.

Can't wait to talk to you today!
Love always,
Hannah

Rachel Pettersen said...

Hannah! Thanks for commenting. :) I know, I feel so convicted about not spending enough time in the Word lately. We should test each other over skype! That would be fun! I'm not that good at memorizing but it would help to have people to practice on. But totally pray about the commitment.

I can't wait to talk either! Love you!